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Meet Kyra

I wasn’t looking out for anything until I met her. It happened gradually that I started knowing her. I saw her soul. I explored her thoughts. I felt her heart-beats. That’s how I found what I want. I want her.

I’ve seen people enjoying the pleasure of romance by reading Mills and Boon. Has anyone wondered why and how these writings emerge? Has anyone felt these words becoming real? Has anyone found that you have a moment with the person you love and that moment is already written somewhere, as if, they’re writing you? I’ve felt all. Millions of people out there in this world and you want that one person, ever wondered why? It’s because you live from your heart with that person. Let me introduce you to her.

This is what I talk to myself when I think of her. She’s lovable. Love her like madness. She’ll take care of you but you take care of her like she’s the most precious person in your life. Hold her close to your heart. Listen to her. Open up your heart before her and she would listen to you through her heart. Be real; she would accept you the way you are. Stick to your words your actions, she is observant. She needs perfection and this gives you chance to improve upon yourself. She’ll bring out the best in you if you take steps to become perfect. She isn’t moody but its pleasure to see her different moods. That shows how much you mean to her.

She is very proactive. She does what needs to be done. Allow her to do what she wishes to do, also let her rest and you do things for her. She would admire it and enjoy it. Trust her, if she says she’s yours she means it and she stays yours. But don’t take her for granted. She has patience but she has the power to walk away if you treat her wrong. If you love her from your heart and soul you won’t ever see this side of her. She would make your life heaven. She would love you back such that no one has ever loved you.

Be strong. Don’t cut her wings but be the air beneath her wings. She has the potential to fly high. Don’t stop her. Let her fly high. She won’t fly away. She loves you, you can rely on her. But let her fly. Gear up and become strong enough to fly with her. She can do wonders, let her do that. Just be with her. Love binds; it doesn’t bound. You’ve got one life and you’ve got the precious person of your life. Would you live boundless or reel under shackles?

She’s creative; her heart is young and full of life. It breathes. Breathe for her and you would say that you’ve lived. Let her heart blossom and see in how many ways she would love you back. You’ve the most amazing person with you. Explore her. She has so much inside her. Spoil her, kiss her, hug her, caress her body, smell her hair, look in those sparkling eyes, hear her voice, feel her touch, listen to her heart beats… Heaven is right there. Good thing about her is that she won’t ask for anything. She would gracefully accept everything if she knows that it has your love for her in it. Embrace that.

I love when she melts her lips on my lips. While kissing her it’s just her and me. There’s no hurry. There’s no destination. I don’t want to get my lips off her. Kiss her till she’s drop dead tired then hug her and pour life inside her. I wish to stay like this forever. Her skin feels new every time I touch her. The smell of her hair arouses passion in me. I love when she rests in my lap and I love to play with her hair. She looks amazingly beautiful when she’s asleep. She’s calm, she’s in peace with her demons, her mind is thoughtless and body tired. Her breaths are uniform, steady and calm. I get lost in looking at her beauty while she’s asleep. She would often wake up and ask me what I was looking at. I would smile and say, “Nothing”. How could I explain the pleasure to her? Seeing her like that makes me feel my world is complete. I would stay awake to have such sight every day and night.

She thinks. She observes. She learns. Her mind is always occupied with thoughts. There is no certainty to what she might be thinking. Her previous thought may or may not provoke the later thought. That’s her. And amidst these thoughts she has thoughts of me. She takes care of me. She calculates what needs to be done for me and she does that. That’s her love. I feel it. I Enjoy it. That’s when my heart says, hold her for a moment and make her forget her thoughts. Calm her down. She melts in my arms. She digs her head deep in my chest and rests. I wrap my arms around her and we sleep. I wake up to see her glowing face. I kiss her cheeks and see that smile running from ear to ear with her eyes still closed. She finds it difficult to speak up in the morning, but with that peaceful sleep and gentle kiss, she effortlessly says Good Morning Muscle. I love to hear that voice; it’s soothing to ears and fills my heart with joy.

When it comes to celebration she’s the most enthusiastic person. She’ll arrange, decorate, cook and serve. She would dance, sing, laugh, and play. She would fill the room with joy and make everyone smile. That’s her charm. That’s her energy. That’s her aura. She does this unknowingly which makes it pure and more beautiful.

Love always brings out the best in you. Loving hard, living hard…

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THE INVISIBLE BUBBLE OF LIFE

Looking at the see-through bubble tents I amazed myself with the ideas of leaving aside everything and having a great time living inside such tents. It’s really easy. I just need to put hand in my pocket and buy myself the pleasure of sitting, staring at the clouds, thinking about nothing and sleeping without a care. Bubble-Tree2-690x517

Why is it so that we like lives of other people and find our lives boring? It’s because we never buy ourselves the bubble we want to live in. Yes, that’s true. We all tend to live in an invisible bubble around us which is made of our daily thoughts. Am I asking you to build an imaginary life made of nothing but thoughts? What we are today is the result of our thoughts in past. I think readers who are reading this have got the answer.

Changing thought process is not a one day process. To buy thoughts is not as easy as to buy two nights at Bubble Tree. It’s really difficult to find your life interesting at a point where you have nothing of what you’ve thought. Hence a research gets much of attention because it states the true fact: 47 per cent of our thinking has aimless thoughts. We tend to get stuck in the very thought process of “I have nothing”, “I am getting bored”, “This is not good”, etc. Slowly we get adapted to such thinking. We accept our life but unknowingly we change our behaviour. In the modern-day book of etiquettes there is no greater sin than that of being dull. We live dull lives. Why?

While I am writing this I am looking at the picture where a chair lies outside the bubble tree tent. Imagine yourself sitting on the chair and have a look at your own life. If you are still thinking of dullness in your life then beware you’re not on the chair outside. Now think of beautiful aspects in your life. See how beautiful your life is. See the aspects of life which were getting ignored when you were inside the bubble. You’ve started your transition to a better life. Well begun is half done!

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PERSPECTIVE

Disagreement occurs when two people share different and contradicting perspectives on a subject. I have been surrounded by controversies ever since my toddler age. Wherever I go controversies follow me. Well that’s as true as you would spell MONDAY. 😉 What happens to you when you feel the society -in which you live- as a bounding on you? You search for wings; wings to fly high, alone, free and randomly. I don’t live a life where I think of those fucking “four” persons who are always ready to judge your shit. I wear what I want. I put accessories I like. I choose, I lose, I drive, and I dive. I speak, I raise voice, I challenge and I oppose if I find something wrong. I don’t keep alter ego to live my life. I live the way I want. There is no alias to me. Sometimes I have a view and sometimes I don’t have a view on anything. Shackles of society, caste, race, religion, sex, and relations don’t bind me. Many of us are good at self-deprecating, and are not so good at the opposite. Ask yourself what is your favourite thing about yourself? This is what I like about me. What about you?

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LOVE IS IN THE AIR

I wake up in bed with rays of sunlight rising up my body from my toes to head. I want to sleep more on the soft and firm bed. A fragrance, truly feminine which has sophisticated floral composition tunes my chords. Her fragrance along with the first rays of sunshine is impossible to forget. She is lying on her back with her head tilted slightly away from me. One of her knee is slightly bent which accentuate her curves. She’s damn hot. A fitting white cotton tee and crimson red panties are making me stare at her. She places one arm behind her neck as she lie down, and stretches her body when I am looking at her. This elongates her body; damn she looks so feminine and curvy. She bends one knee slightly outwards just to reveal her soft thighs. Her skin is soft and supple. She is so comfortable with her body that she just push her sheets down all the way to her waist. I plant a kiss on her soft rosy lips. She gives a smile with her eyes closed. The air is filled with ecstasy and joy that had spread due to perfect blend of love and lust, the perfect ingredients for romantic love.

I walk towards the balcony of our apartment on 18th floor. I see a pretty picture, with a lagoon resembling a palette of the hues of blue and green, and the sparkling white sand. Nothing written or told could even come close to the magic that emanates from this view. I sit on a vintage styled wooden chair kept in the balcony. She gets up from the bed. Her black silky hair are falling on her shoulders, her healthy pretty face is glowing and reflecting the ecstasy we had from making love last night. I see into her eyes as she walks towards me. There’s something about eye contact that makes the moment you share together in bed all the more intimate. It makes you realize that there is just this one person in the whole world who can make you feel this way. She places her lap on my lap and gosh I love those lingering touch she gives. I kiss her hard. Heaven! She sits on the chair in front of me and we both have coffee. Nothing is ever beautiful than a company of your loved one……

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Ch-Ch-Ch-Ch-Changes

While going through my compendium of words, I found a word: Metanoia – the journey of changing one’s mind, heart, self, or way of life. One of the great Indian minds has said: Change is the only constant thing. What is it that you’ve tried to change in your life?change wordle

Recently one of my friends called me up and said that he is trying to make a change in his life. Forgiveness is what he is experimenting. Well, forgiving someone is really hard. In that endeavour he is incrementally adopting the change. He cannot adopt the change in a cold turkey style and go on saying ‘hi’ to people he hasn’t yet forgiven. First he has to forget everything that had happened in the past. He has to ensure that nothing will touch a wrong string and make it difficult for him to approach again. Next, a ‘hi’ does 75 per cent work. Once you forgive you shed the entire ‘unnecessary’ load you are carrying along with you. Whatever happens next is genuine, whole-hearted and true.

After every fall I have changed myself. The change has made me move ahead with dignity. If it was my mistake I kept it close to my heart, reminded myself of it every day, let it grow inside me and finally change myself so that I do something good that’s far more better than the mistake. In my teenage, a naughty comment on a girl’s boobs held me guilty in front of my parents, classmates, and friends. I was asked to catch my ears and say sorry to every girl in my class except a female friend who supported me. Every girl except one in the class believed that I am a pervert. What it taught me was something I adore even today. It changed me. I don’t care about what people think of me. Those who find me good live with me and those who find me bad try not to see my face. 😉 Life’s simple.

To make no mistakes is not in the power of man; but from their errors and mistakes the wise and good learn wisdom for the future –Plutarch

Every mistake has taught me something. Every hard time has given me the ability to make right decision. I don’t carry my mistakes. I carry the lessons I learned from them. At present I am facing a biggest change in my life. It’s about my own perception about me. How do I see myself? How do I live with myself? Do I make myself happy? What is it that I reflect? I am on a journey to re-invent myself. It’s incremental and continuous.

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KARMA CHAMELEON

REINCARNATION: DO YOU BELIEVE IT OR NOT?

Born in a Hindu Brahmin family I have gone through rituals right from my birth. I was introduced to Reincarnation recently when I saw my Kundli (Natal chart). A section in my natal chart talks about my previous life. It says that I was an Ashva (a Horse) in previous life. It’s hard to believe. Hinduism and other ancient religions along with some modern religion like Spiritism, Theosophy, and Eckankar have a common belief that the soul or spirit, after biological death, begins a new life in a new body that may be human, animal or spiritual depending on the moral quality of the previous life’s actions.

Karma is what I believe in. Tulsidas, a Hindu saint, said: “Our destiny was shaped long before the body came into being.” Then there are people who say: Our destiny lies in our own hands. I go with the latter one. Hindus provide several reasons why the life takes on various physical bodies:572px-Reincarnation2

  1. To experience the fruits of one’s karmas
  2. To satisfy one’s desires
  3. To complete one’s unfinished sadhana
  4. To fulfil a debt
  5. To undergo sufferings because of a great soul’s curse
  6. To attain moksha

I believe that each life on this planet has a specific role to play. To me this is my life. What’s life before birth and what’s life after death is meaningless. You achieve and lose everything and nothing in this life. It’s true that not all desires get fulfilled in one single life. If reincarnation is true I should know my unfulfilled desire of previous life as a horse. Do I know it? Nope! One should understand the fact that he/she is a part of this world and what is it that he/she can give to this world. Try putting more into this world than taking out from it. Animals have instincts and they play their role. We humans have brains but we seldom use it.

For me the above six reasons for reincarnation held true if applied for a single lifetime and not for cycles of life. One experiences the consequences of his/her deeds. One tends to satisfy all his/her desires. One learns (sadhana) throughout his life. One fulfils his/her debt in one or the other way. I don’t believe in curse and blessings. When you die you recall what you have done in your life. If that satisfies you then you have attained moksha. So I would like to say one thing, believe in yourself and live your life.