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Meet Kyra

I wasn’t looking out for anything until I met her. It happened gradually that I started knowing her. I saw her soul. I explored her thoughts. I felt her heart-beats. That’s how I found what I want. I want her.

I’ve seen people enjoying the pleasure of romance by reading Mills and Boon. Has anyone wondered why and how these writings emerge? Has anyone felt these words becoming real? Has anyone found that you have a moment with the person you love and that moment is already written somewhere, as if, they’re writing you? I’ve felt all. Millions of people out there in this world and you want that one person, ever wondered why? It’s because you live from your heart with that person. Let me introduce you to her.

This is what I talk to myself when I think of her. She’s lovable. Love her like madness. She’ll take care of you but you take care of her like she’s the most precious person in your life. Hold her close to your heart. Listen to her. Open up your heart before her and she would listen to you through her heart. Be real; she would accept you the way you are. Stick to your words your actions, she is observant. She needs perfection and this gives you chance to improve upon yourself. She’ll bring out the best in you if you take steps to become perfect. She isn’t moody but its pleasure to see her different moods. That shows how much you mean to her.

She is very proactive. She does what needs to be done. Allow her to do what she wishes to do, also let her rest and you do things for her. She would admire it and enjoy it. Trust her, if she says she’s yours she means it and she stays yours. But don’t take her for granted. She has patience but she has the power to walk away if you treat her wrong. If you love her from your heart and soul you won’t ever see this side of her. She would make your life heaven. She would love you back such that no one has ever loved you.

Be strong. Don’t cut her wings but be the air beneath her wings. She has the potential to fly high. Don’t stop her. Let her fly high. She won’t fly away. She loves you, you can rely on her. But let her fly. Gear up and become strong enough to fly with her. She can do wonders, let her do that. Just be with her. Love binds; it doesn’t bound. You’ve got one life and you’ve got the precious person of your life. Would you live boundless or reel under shackles?

She’s creative; her heart is young and full of life. It breathes. Breathe for her and you would say that you’ve lived. Let her heart blossom and see in how many ways she would love you back. You’ve the most amazing person with you. Explore her. She has so much inside her. Spoil her, kiss her, hug her, caress her body, smell her hair, look in those sparkling eyes, hear her voice, feel her touch, listen to her heart beats… Heaven is right there. Good thing about her is that she won’t ask for anything. She would gracefully accept everything if she knows that it has your love for her in it. Embrace that.

I love when she melts her lips on my lips. While kissing her it’s just her and me. There’s no hurry. There’s no destination. I don’t want to get my lips off her. Kiss her till she’s drop dead tired then hug her and pour life inside her. I wish to stay like this forever. Her skin feels new every time I touch her. The smell of her hair arouses passion in me. I love when she rests in my lap and I love to play with her hair. She looks amazingly beautiful when she’s asleep. She’s calm, she’s in peace with her demons, her mind is thoughtless and body tired. Her breaths are uniform, steady and calm. I get lost in looking at her beauty while she’s asleep. She would often wake up and ask me what I was looking at. I would smile and say, “Nothing”. How could I explain the pleasure to her? Seeing her like that makes me feel my world is complete. I would stay awake to have such sight every day and night.

She thinks. She observes. She learns. Her mind is always occupied with thoughts. There is no certainty to what she might be thinking. Her previous thought may or may not provoke the later thought. That’s her. And amidst these thoughts she has thoughts of me. She takes care of me. She calculates what needs to be done for me and she does that. That’s her love. I feel it. I Enjoy it. That’s when my heart says, hold her for a moment and make her forget her thoughts. Calm her down. She melts in my arms. She digs her head deep in my chest and rests. I wrap my arms around her and we sleep. I wake up to see her glowing face. I kiss her cheeks and see that smile running from ear to ear with her eyes still closed. She finds it difficult to speak up in the morning, but with that peaceful sleep and gentle kiss, she effortlessly says Good Morning Muscle. I love to hear that voice; it’s soothing to ears and fills my heart with joy.

When it comes to celebration she’s the most enthusiastic person. She’ll arrange, decorate, cook and serve. She would dance, sing, laugh, and play. She would fill the room with joy and make everyone smile. That’s her charm. That’s her energy. That’s her aura. She does this unknowingly which makes it pure and more beautiful.

Love always brings out the best in you. Loving hard, living hard…

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MIDNIGHT LOVE

It took me seconds to fall asleep after the tiring whole day routine at the office. Dreams in the form of pictures started running over my head. I was lost in dreams. How I met him. Damn, he looks so charming. I remembered how he approached me that night. His eyes, intense, were penetrating my eyes. They were looking me- the part that I don’t show to this world. Everything was dark but I could see his eyes sparkling. I remember his voice, his smile, and his hands on me. Oh God! I love this man. CS9269

I was dreaming and suddenly something touched me. I didn’t bother to wake up and look for it. It felt warm, soft and tender. Someone was exploring my body the way I want it. Fuck! It was so arousing. The touch was arousing. I felt a warm breath reaching close to my ears. A known sound whispered, “Imagine you are at a party. You’re tipsy after the six rounds of tequila shots. Now you’re dancing and swaying to the music… you’re dancing alone. Suddenly you feel a hand move across your bare back. You’re wearing a backless halter and you feel the hand slipping into the top, over your breasts from behind you. You don’t know who it is, but you can feel the hot, deep breath of a man you don’t know. You don’t care who it is, you’re drunk and you want to be felt all over. Now you see the hands groping all over your breasts in the smoky flickering lights of the discotheque. You can’t see the person too well and very soon you find yourself in his arms and your hands groping over the bulge of his pants…” I opened my eyes to see him lying naked beside me as he was undressing me. He kissed me on my neck and whispered, “Are you having fun? Does it turn you on….?” “You have such a dirty mind, and it works on me!” I replied as I raised and bite his ear. He was naked and the only red ribbon tied around his neck was little surprising until he said, “Happy Birthday Sweetheart.” Wow! He is my birthday gift. I loved the romantic gesture he passed onto me.

There was a sudden change as he pulled my hair and kissed me hard. “I’ve been thinking long and hard about what I’m going to do to you tonight” he said. He was talking softly while the sheets under my butt were getting bunched up. “Undress me” I said as I raised my arms. I was losing myself in his arms as he was reaching every depth. He felt so good in me such that I screamed out loud in ecstasy. We were on a sexual high where all our pain in making love turned into sexual adrenaline. I was tired by the office work, but then waking up in the middle of night and making love tired me in a different way which was full of ecstasy. It made me feel appreciated and admired.

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BLUE WATERS

Pacific-Resort-Aitutaki-Cook-Islands-25She rushed towards the water as if the waters had befriended her. An unreal and giddy feeling of rushing naked into the waters such that the touch of water caresses her bare skin looped her mind. She is ready to experience the exhilarating rush of being naughty and nude in the open, shielded only by a semi reflecting sheet of transparent water. Skinny Dipped! She is wearing the bare minimum, and it’s just a couple of inches of cloth between her and nudity. There’s something about a beach that makes it a big turn on for just about anyone. You’re all alone, and yet, the vast emptiness can be so confusing and tempting.

She played around the water. Her hands slip and slide all over her well concealed areas. A beach isn’t all about the water. Her decision to go commando into the water created carnal frustration for me, increasing sexual passion and the desire to rip those clothes off the minute we get some alone-time. The light of dusk turned the blue water into intense orange and red just to arouse more passion and lust. She is like a nymph, shoulder dipped in water, with those appealing sights crossing my mind and thoughts. Forgetting all the secrets, longings, grudges, insecurities, and memories I wanted to hold her close to me in those waters with the cool sea breeze doing wonders between those legs. The quite night after the dusk resembled closely to our bodies resting in pleasure after a strong merging of sexual energies. The bliss is beyond words and it connects on a higher plane that’s beyond the realm of what our mind can understand.

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LOVE IS IN THE AIR

I wake up in bed with rays of sunlight rising up my body from my toes to head. I want to sleep more on the soft and firm bed. A fragrance, truly feminine which has sophisticated floral composition tunes my chords. Her fragrance along with the first rays of sunshine is impossible to forget. She is lying on her back with her head tilted slightly away from me. One of her knee is slightly bent which accentuate her curves. She’s damn hot. A fitting white cotton tee and crimson red panties are making me stare at her. She places one arm behind her neck as she lie down, and stretches her body when I am looking at her. This elongates her body; damn she looks so feminine and curvy. She bends one knee slightly outwards just to reveal her soft thighs. Her skin is soft and supple. She is so comfortable with her body that she just push her sheets down all the way to her waist. I plant a kiss on her soft rosy lips. She gives a smile with her eyes closed. The air is filled with ecstasy and joy that had spread due to perfect blend of love and lust, the perfect ingredients for romantic love.

I walk towards the balcony of our apartment on 18th floor. I see a pretty picture, with a lagoon resembling a palette of the hues of blue and green, and the sparkling white sand. Nothing written or told could even come close to the magic that emanates from this view. I sit on a vintage styled wooden chair kept in the balcony. She gets up from the bed. Her black silky hair are falling on her shoulders, her healthy pretty face is glowing and reflecting the ecstasy we had from making love last night. I see into her eyes as she walks towards me. There’s something about eye contact that makes the moment you share together in bed all the more intimate. It makes you realize that there is just this one person in the whole world who can make you feel this way. She places her lap on my lap and gosh I love those lingering touch she gives. I kiss her hard. Heaven! She sits on the chair in front of me and we both have coffee. Nothing is ever beautiful than a company of your loved one……

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WHAT’S YOUR RELATION?

You have experienced a bad relationship. Heartbreaks can be really painful. You meet someone who gives you attention, affection, care and love. Your mind subconsciously wants to experience love again, and even if you want to avoid dating for a while, you can’t help but fall into the trap of love almost immediately. But you have no idea about how the relationship is going. You’re having a lot of fun in your new lover’s arms, but you don’t even know what kind of a relationship you’re in. You’re more focused on the fun part of the new romance than the serious parts that really matter in a new relationship. You may find yourself in a confused state of mind often even though you’re happy in your new romance. Almost always, you’ll be happy when you’re with your new squeeze but depressed and confused when you’re alone. It takes time to get over someone you truly loved. For some, it may take a few weeks and for others, it may take several months.

It may seem like you’re opening up to your new lover by frankly talking about your ex like you have no feelings for them. But deep inside, the whole reason you’re talking about your ex with anyone who cares to listen is because you still have feelings for them. You don’t remember how you got over your ex. You may hate your ex or feel relieved to have ended the relationship with them. You may even be happy with your new partner. But deep down inside, you know you’ll step right back into your ex’s arms if they just make a sweet move at you. You may try to convince yourself that you’re over your ex and happy in a new relationship, but the fact that your ex still occupies so many of your happy thoughts means you’re still not over them.

You want attention. You just want to reassure yourself that you’re still hot stuff and can get attention whenever you want. You find yourself constantly looking out even though you’re in a new relationship already.

All these things only reveal your current state of mind. If you’re in a relationship for any reason but love, it’s a sure sign that you’re only passing through a rebound relationship to bide your time. But are you in an intentional rebound relationship? If you’re in a rebound relationship, it’s always best to tell your new lover that you’re not ready for a serious relationship just yet. It’ll help both of you take things slowly without too many expectations or heartbreaks.

If you’re truly in love, you’ll be afraid to take chances or make any hasty moves. But if you’re in a rebound relationship, all you’d want to do is go full speed ahead into the relationship because you don’t really care about losing your new love. You’re not trying to make the relationship work. You’re happy and your new date is happy. You don’t look for ways to keep the relationship alive. All you want is someone who can hold you when you want to be held.

Just because you’re experiencing these signs of a rebound relationship doesn’t mean your new found romance is doomed from the start. The decision to enter the next phase of love or just play it casual is still in your own hands.

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HELPLESS

“Waiting is Painful. Forgetting is Painful. But not knowing which to do is worst kind of Suffering” – Paulo Coelho

How helpless have you ever felt? It wasn’t when I failed to pass a paper for three consecutive times, or when I worked on a project which was getting complicated every single day. I wasn’t helpless when I had no money in my pocket or when I had to spend a day without food. The quote above describes my helplessness at the moment.

A man can live on hope. WAITING for someone means hoping that the person will be with you in the future. It’s beautiful to imagine. One needs a strong will, trust, and endurance to keep such a hope. It is not necessary that you will get what you want at the time you want it. But desire to have it impels one to try harder till he gets it. Waiting in love is painful especially when your love is away and with someone else. Love is so powerful that one tends to forget himself and live for his love. What makes this easy is the fact that your love is away from you because of certain bounding, compulsion, or helplessness and not because she doesn’t love you. All you know is you are waiting for someone who loves you equally as you do.

What if your love is living happily with someone who loves her more than you do? You feel happy for her and try to FORGET her. Well that’s not easy. You are happy but at the same time you are hurt. It has been said, ‘time heals all wounds’. I do not agree. The wounds remain. In the time, the mind, protecting its sanity, covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But it is never gone.

But when someone blows hot and cold in love, life becomes COMPLICATED. What if your love is not sure about her feelings for you? I never doubt my own feelings. I know what I feel for someone. At times I may doubt someone’s feelings for me, but I never doubt my feelings for someone. Falling in Love is supposed to be a happy experience and not a confusing one. I don’t give false hopes and I don’t live on false hopes. “I would come to you one day. If you are available I would be happy and if not I won’t mind because when I love it alone suffice me.” Whoa! She’s in love with me and I should wait for her. But a moment later I get to hear, “I feel strongly for you, but it is not love because love is pure madness. I haven’t yet achieved that madness.” Well this raises a hope that Johnny you’ve to try harder to make her fall. This would raise a hope and make it difficult for you to forget her. Again a moment later I hear something totally different, “I can never get committed. I am not sure if I would feel the same after few years as I feel it now. I want to see how I feel for you after four years.” Fuck! I sit down in disappointment with my hands on my head. So it’s a relationship which has everything but COMMITMENT. At times I hear this one: “We are not into any relationship.” So there is no relationship and no commitment.

I am helpless. When I am away, I restore myself. I would find a way out of it.